Although I know
we all have a place in this world,
sometimes,
I can not not hate you
I can not not resent you
I can’t get it out –
this bad taste in my mouth
I have made peace
with my current inability to love
I became aware of my faults,
built up around me
strong walls
So that my flaws
don’t convince you
That you are as I see you
These feelings might be temporary,
but they might be not
So if you leave,
you’ll have much better chances
to find what you’re looking for
If what you’re looking for is love
Spirit of Tara 