Unstable

You know I’m not afraid,
you have been in this dreadful state

when you smile and freely share
the love you never thought you could have

You were used to distress
Inside of you,
you carried storms, rainfall and thunder

You got used to carrying
so much power

and destroying yourself,
if you came close to hurting another

To you,
I’m just unstable,
you could carry me
but you trust that I’m able

To go through my nightmares alone

To learn before the lessons are gone