Dark emotion, or just something striving to remain hidden?
Something not talked about, something never decently exposed to light because of ego’s games and a huge amount of shame?
Hidden emotion, trembling from fear of being exposed by ignorant people, self-absorbed egos, trying to pass the narrative that we should always be strong.
Never be wrong, no mistakes allowed, only a mask covering up a hurt face and an attitude that turns our hearts to stone.
Desensitized to emotion of any kind, we turn to the mind, but there, what can be found?
Nothing of use if we want to feel whole.
Nothing of use if we want to belong, stand strong then dissolve.
Nothing we need if we want to be healed, nothing of use, just an excuse to avoid emotion at all costs.