Heal with Cancer – I need a different life

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I need a different life.

I respect what we have built so far, but I can’t help myself, I feel troubled, I feel weak, I feel helpless. Something is wrong.

I need a different life. I can feel something is wrong. I don’t know why, I don’t know what. But we need a different life.

I respect what we have begun, but we began building on the ruins of the old, because the old what the best we knew. I understand. But still, I need something else. I need a different life.

We gathered new information, we went to heavens and down, you can’t tell me that you won’t change your mind. Because something is wrong. I don’t know why, I don’t know what. But we need a different life.

I can sense, I can feel. All the wrong I feel as pain, all the right sets me right. I feel safe, I feel full. So why won’t you listen to me? Why are feelings not enough? How come you can hear words, but feelings you keep out of sight?

I feel, and this is how I know. I know what will happen before it happens, because I can feel it forming. And you who are conforming, you do not see the tidal waves that are ready to emerge.

And after the destruction, you will rush to construction, leaving out reason and the need for clarification. Because you don’t want me to know before you know. You don’t want your bullet-proof plans to be exposed as mere illusions of an adolescent boy.

I am telling you. We need a different life. Don’t grab my hand and pull me in the direction I don’t want to go. Don’t. I feel something is wrong. I feel hurt, I’m in pain. And your indifference makes me feel betrayed.

Can’t you hear me?

I’m in pain. You stick to the old, it hurts me. I need relief, I need comfort, I need kindness, I need your love. I know something is wrong. We need to start a different life.

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