Heal with Cancer – I need a different life

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I need a different life.

I respect what we have built so far, but I can’t help myself, I feel troubled, I feel weak, I feel helpless. Something is wrong.

I need a different life. I can feel something is wrong. I don’t know why, I don’t know what. But we need a different life.

I respect what we have begun, but we began building on the ruins of the old, because the old what the best we knew. I understand. But still, I need something else. I need a different life.

We gathered new information, we went to heavens and down, you can’t tell me that you won’t change your mind. Because something is wrong. I don’t know why, I don’t know what. But we need a different life.

I can sense, I can feel. All the wrong I feel as pain, all the right sets me right. I feel safe, I feel full. So why won’t you listen to me? Why are feelings not enough? How come you can hear words, but feelings you keep out of sight?

I feel, and this is how I know. I know what will happen before it happens, because I can feel it forming. And you who are conforming, you do not see the tidal waves that are ready to emerge.

And after the destruction, you will rush to construction, leaving out reason and the need for clarification. Because you don’t want me to know before you know. You don’t want your bullet-proof plans to be exposed as mere illusions of an adolescent boy.

I am telling you. We need a different life. Don’t grab my hand and pull me in the direction I don’t want to go. Don’t. I feel something is wrong. I feel hurt, I’m in pain. And your indifference makes me feel betrayed.

Can’t you hear me?

I’m in pain. You stick to the old, it hurts me. I need relief, I need comfort, I need kindness, I need your love. I know something is wrong. We need to start a different life.

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Rak i njegovi kardinalni prijatelji…

Dosta je. Dosta je negiranja svega što je Žensko, Osjetljivo, Nježno, Osjećajno, Tiho, Njegujuće.

Dosta je vaših Lažnih Lica kojima se dodvoravate društvu, dok u srcu osjećate nešto drugačije, imate neku drugu Potrebu.

Dosta je prešućivanja vlastitih Potreba, dosta je Sramežljivosti i Plahosti. Vrijeme je da se društvene strukture protrese Emocijom, da progovore glasovi onih koji ovo Društvo čine.

Vrijeme je da budemo nezadovoljni onime što smo stvorili, da cendramo, vrištimo, plačemo, padamo u nesvijest od očaja, pa da se temelji dotrajalih zdanja uruše od naše tuge i našeg razočaranja.

Vrijeme je da slušamo jedni druge, da pričamo o našim povrijeđenostima, bolima, sramotama, da priznamo jedni drugima ono što smatramo da su bile greške, da se izljubimo, izgrlimo, pružimo si potporu i krenemo dalje.

Da krenemo dalje sa sjećanjem na ono najgore sa mišlju ‘Ne ponovilo se nikad’, da hrabro trpimo uspomene na gorke dane da ne bi zastranili, pa da umjesto nečeg novog ne izgradimo opet istu nezamislivo blesavu priču.

Držimo se svoje boli grčevito, da nam bude putokaz, da nas podsjeti kuda ne ići, kuda ne skrenuti.

Primimo svoje suze kao jedini lijek, jedinu pomoć na tom dugačkom, mukotrpnom putu prema visinama, prema Dostojanstvu, prema Integritetu, prema Samodostatnosti.

Da na kraju puta stojimo sami u visinama i gledamo rijeku naših isplakanih suza kako poji druge duše u nevolji, kako im donosi olakšanje, okrepu, izliječenje.

Da na kraju puta stojimo sami i shvatimo – i za druge se isplatilo živjeti.

Morning Contemplations – Let’s talk about Aries!

When you want to gain more understanding about a particular sign, take a look at the complementary sign, the squaring signs and the trines.

Complementary signs are the opposite poles of the same story, and they work together to create a harmonious whole. For Aries, it is Libra.

The squaring signs have a different motivation, they are in conflict. Through their interaction, squaring signs refine their actions and grow through adversity, through difficulty, through restriction. For Aries, we have Cancer and Capricorn.

The trines are the signs of the same element, and those are the signs that understand each other and get along. They depict three stages of development – Initiation, Sustaining, Change. Like three friends working on a project, each one fulfilling a task. And since they are so similar, we compare their expression to get to know each of them in more detail. For Aries, we have the fire signs Sagittarius and Leo.

Take a look at Aries and Libra What story do they share? How do they help each other stay in balance?

Take a look at Cancer and Capricorn How do they differ from Aries? What is their motivation that makes them so different? And how do they help Aries stay in balance?

Examine Leo and Sagittarius What does Fire want to express in those signs? How is it different from Aries?

 

Contemplate, enjoy!

And blessed be!